Han Luosi froze and smiled at her deep eyes.
"Well, everyone has secrets. Brother Yin, brother and sister, boat and boat all have secrets. It seems that big people have to have some secrets, right?"
Hector even Yin lip lick and smile "probably"
"Then I’ll have some secrets, too."
He Lianyin smiled. "By the way, can I ask you a question?"
"You said"
"Did you introduce Liu Yun to Han Luoxiao?"
"Sort of. Her weakness is a little tough, but she also likes her brother very much. I took a fancy to you as my sister-in-law. It’s a pity that you can’t see my brother, too. You have your choice. I can’t force you."
Helian sighed slightly and looked out of the window.
Xiaojin and Han Luoxiao
Maybe it’s called meeting the wrong person at the right time. At the beginning, when she was moved, Han Luoxiao seemed as far away as the stars in the sky. Later, after she became beautiful, he had a lover. Two people who had never been in touch with each other not only had identity barriers, but also status barriers. I don’t know what the future will be like. I hope Xiao Jin can bravely overcome the dark time ahead.
*
The evening wind is clear and cool.
Xia Jinduan brought the medicine he had just cooked into the room for his mother to drink.
Houses in poverty-stricken villages are piled up with cement, and there are no bricks, and there are messy things hanging on the gray walls. This is the poorest place in the whole Hong Kong Island. On average, there are five or six families living in one bungalow, and each hut is 3 square meters with one person.
Xia Jin’s mother has read it, but her father hasn’t read it. I heard that her great-grandmother was a sorcerer who claimed to be following the will of a certain god. When the sorcerer came to the world to point out the maze, he would give two choices when he opened the door. One was to choose his own illness and torture for life, such as being blind, deaf and unfilial, but his offspring would prosper in the world. The other was to choose to be rich and rich all his life. When women were young, they could rely on their ancestors to barely survive.
Grandma Xia Jinzeng was a famous sorcerer. She was introduced at the age of 30. At that time, her husband had an affair. This woman who was abandoned by society resolutely chose her own splendor and wealth. Later, all the people were weak except the one who inherited witchcraft. Before her death, that great grandmother wanted to give her witchcraft to her grandmother and let her grandmother rely on this skill to carry it forward. Unexpectedly, her grandmother was a kind-hearted woman who refused to learn this witchcraft. She said that this witchcraft harmed others and did too much harm to future generations.
Grandma is determined to let this vicious witchcraft break her generation and let future generations return to normal.
Unexpectedly, after the death of great-grandmother, the Zeng family was devastated, and everything failed. Besides, with her death, great-grandmother’s witchcraft was lost, and no one wanted to learn it, and her livelihood was broken by relying on wealth.
Come on, dad can’t marry a wife. How can a poor guy get a wife without looks, money, and reading?
Later, grandma really didn’t want to be lonely by herself, so she opened her great-grandmother’s witchcraft spectrum. She took this spectrum to meet her mother, who was still very beautiful at that time. The girl was seventeen years old. She came from another city and was in her second year of high school. Naive grandma pretended to be close to her and explored her birthday words.
Mom simply told me.
Afterwards, Grandma took her birthday word to another sorcerer in the city who was of the same family as Great Grandma and asked her to do a marriage witchcraft.
Mom always feels dizzy and sleepy when she comes home. She feels that her consciousness is getting more and more chaotic and she is confined by witchcraft. She absently packed her clothes and bought a ticket. She absently came home. Her father got married and cooked uncooked rice.
Later, my mother has been living at home, and her parents came here. My mother almost cried herself unconscious at the door. Her adopted daughter was so beautiful and knowledgeable that she was rationed to this toad. She was unwilling to scratch her heart and lungs and wanted to hang herself. She came home again and beat her mother with a stick in public, saying that she was unfilial, so she came to marry someone else and married such a smelly farmer without the consent of her family. Later, when the old man was tired, she would not come.
When mom woke up, it was four years later, when Xia Jin was 2 years old. Until then, she couldn’t remember her own marriage. The most terrible thing was that she had never met her father. How could she be possessed and pack up to live with him?
But uncooked rice can be cooked into mature rice, and there is nothing to be done with her. It’s okay to be his wife in peace for the first seven years. Although my father is a farmer, it hurts my wife and daughter. Gradually, he became addicted to gambling. When he was rich, he gambled on the family’s economic situation. Xia Jin had to help the family with farm work every day to barely support his daily expenses.
My mother is becoming more and more secular and less gentle and naive. She often quarrels with her husband about gambling money. Xia Jin is responsible for all the homes at her young age, or she will accept her mother’s beating and vent her injustice. If it weren’t for Xia Jin, she wouldn’t continue to endure it. She felt that everything was Xia Jin’s fault. If she hadn’t given birth to Xia Jin, she would have run away and remarried. But now her face is old and her figure is out of shape. Her husband is addicted to gambling. She is not a strong woman, but she is afraid that she can’t support herself. She can’t
Later, my mother fell ill and Xia Jin was always with her. After all, she also felt that she had dragged her down. If it weren’t for her mother, she could choose a better life. Because she was a girl, grandma hated her and wouldn’t let her step into her house. Grandma was also weak and could kill her mother. She cried every day in the house, saying that she had caused her family to break off, and no boy’s family had broken the incense. It was her fault that made her son take such a good look and no talent. Women were too delicate to do any housework well, and they didn’t have the money to pay a fine for the second child
Xia Jin doesn’t complain about anything. She can’t choose for herself. Since she is destined to be like this, people can be so miserable.
She served the medicine to her mother.
In the next room, there was a ghostly cry, and grandma shouted, "I killed my hometown, and I met my ancestors with shame."
Passers-by spit out her mental derangement
Mother was lying in the house coughing violently.
Xia Jin lifted her mother up and brought the medicine to her mouth and slowly fed her to drink.
Since her mother’s illness, she has been much kinder than before. She obediently drank Xia Jin’s Chinese medicine and looked up at her.
"Xia Jin …" Mother called her old.
Xia Jin tucked her in. "Mom, if you are uncomfortable, just talk less and have a good rest."
She avoided her mother’s sight.
The mother’s withered hand held Xia Jin’s hand tightly and choked. "Xia Jin’s mother is so sad that she wants to see a doctor."
Xia Jin is silent with his head down.
"Please Xia Jin mother really uncomfortable we go to the hospital to register? It’s cheap to hang a number. "
Xia Jin couldn’t bear to cry. "Mom, it’s not that I don’t want to go, it’s that we don’t have money."
"We have Xia Jin, but you don’t want to take it." Mother labored to draw out the pillow witchcraft spectrum and dim the bean lamp. The witchcraft spectrum exudes a strange smell. "Xia Jin wants you to open the optical great-grandmother witchcraft and choose your life to be splendid and prosperous, so you will have money. Xia Jin takes her mother to see a doctor. Mom is really uncomfortable. I don’t want to die …"
Xia Jinyin trembled. "My mother learns witchcraft to bite the offspring. I don’t want to learn."
"Then don’t have children, or you won’t be bitten by itself."
Xia Jin still shook his head violently. "Mom, I don’t want to learn. I have good grades now. I can get into a good university later. I will work hard and I will cure you, okay? We don’t want to learn witchcraft. This is going to be cursed. "
"I was already dead before you went to college. Look at me and your grandmother. It would be a tragedy if our family were not in the same vein as witchcraft. Xia Jin, how did I get married at the beginning? You know in your heart that I was so wronged. But I was so ill that your father didn’t come to take care of me. Every day, I gambled and won money outside. Just like those old ladies who were outside, your grandmother scolded me every day and said that I had broken my family .. Xia Jin, my mother was unwilling. Your mother took revenge, okay? Get rid of the woman outside your father and the old hag next door. I want her dead … "
The longer she is ill, the more fragile her heart becomes. The resentment in her mother’s heart is like a ball of cotton filled with water blocking her heart, so that she can’t swallow her arguments. She has been dragged down by her surname all her life. She wants her daughter to inherit witchcraft and prosper in the future. She wants to be clean and hurt herself.
Mother can’t figure it out. Xia Jin is going to inherit witchcraft. This life is splendid and rich, but it’s just that future generations change wealth. What can she just figure out? If she doesn’t inherit the family witchcraft, no matter how hard she tries, she will be doomed to be unlucky.
"Mom, let it go. Don’t cling to it."
Mother slapped her face with a stare. "You’re not me. Of course it’s easy for you to say. If Grandma had learned witchcraft, our family wouldn’t be so poor. Why can’t you be exactly like her? Let me think about it. Are you a witch-eater? You are wrong. If you don’t learn, your love will never love you. No matter how good your grades are, the university places will always be replaced. Find a good company, start from a low level and get promoted without you. Do you understand? You’d rather work hard all your life and help the old hag next door live in succession? Are you stupid? If you learn witchcraft, you can become a master of witchcraft. If anyone annoys you, you can forcibly change her life. What’s wrong with it? Get everyone’s respect, get wealth and get everything you want. I admit that this witchcraft is vicious, but if you don’t have children and don’t get married, you won’t bite back on the next generation. Think about it yourself. Even if you barely finish your life, you will still drag down the next generation. Since it is destined to drag you down, why not break your descendants? Don’t you know how hard you’ve been living? Do you want to have a child to grow up as hard as you and endure it until you die? "
"Mom, I know you’ve had a hard life, and I know you’re not content, but I can’t promise you I’m sorry, mom. I beg you to forgive me." Xia Jin covered her face with pain and tears kept rolling down.
Even if her fate is cursed by God, she will try. What if she succeeds? If she is admitted to a good university and company, she can get rid of poverty and save her mother and change her fortune for a generation.
"Ha ha, at the end of the day, you just don’t want to forget it. Let me die. Anyway, it’s meaningless for me to live …" Mother closed her eyes in despair.
Xia Jin bowed his head and cried silently with backache.
Xia Jin stopped crying after her mother slept. She picked up her mother’s body and changed her clothes. Then she dragged the sheets to the yard and washed them. After that, she turned to the messy kitchen to cook dinner.
There is nothing at home.
There were potatoes, and she peeled them off with a knife. Because of her back pain, she slashed the potatoes to vent. Accidentally, the kitchen knife cut her tail finger, and blood kept pouring out from her fingers. She stabbed her finger and took a paper towel to stop the blood. There was no band-aid at home, and she wrapped some tape around her paper to continue cooking.
The firewood made a fire.
She squatted in front of the stove, holding her body and staring at the fire.
soon
The water is boiling.
She hurriedly got up and put the potatoes in the water. After putting the potatoes, she found that her fingers were missing.
Look down
It turns out that the tissue fell into the water with the potatoes.
She burst into tears.
Holding her body tightly and squatting on the black wall makes people cry. When they are in a bad mood, they are easy to do wrong things. When they do wrong things, they are more likely to affect their negativity. She squats down and thinks of her miserable life in the past, and she thinks of her classmates’ insults and satires and-
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